March 17, 2013

  • Monday 18th March

    For the past few weeks I have been numbing the pain of being in bed alone by watching mindless dvd's until I fall asleep.

    Last night I was so tired.

    So tired from emotional exhaustion that I just turned out the light.

    It was so hard.

    I sobbed myself to sleep.

    Then I woke up before 6am and in Graham's words - my eyes were still sweating sad